Assalamualaikum..
Hi..
I used to be the one with extremely low self confidence. I'm not saying that now I have a high self confidence but back then my self confidence is extremely sucks. Back then, I always have a thought that I am not pretty and I am extremely ugly. But not anymore. I happened to think that way because most of my classmates are beautiful. That is my reason why I started to wear contact lenses. I just want to increase my confidence level and I hate the thought that I am not beautiful. After I wore contact lenses, I happened to have more confidence but never once think that I am prettier that those pretty girls. It's just that I think that maybe I am ordinary, not so beautiful nor ugly. That is only the thought that I have back then when I just entered UNIMAS as Asasi's student.
Now..
When I already being a Degree's student, those ridiculous thought is not bothering me anymore. I just happened to be the person who doesn't care of being beautiful anymore. I don't care about my appearance anymore. I realized that those thinking of being pretty is not the main thing that I should be thinking about. It's not important anymore.
Today, someone have made me realized that beautiful is not only what people can only see with naked eyes. He said secret of beauty is to use brain fully and wisely because if the person do use the brain wisely, that person will be wise enough to take care of their appearance, learn to cook, try to speak politely, avoid players, honor their parents and love the God. He is damn true.
So, I am now trying to be the prettiest girl that people ever imagine. I know it is hard but if I try hard and never give up, I know, some day someone will notice that. He is my fated. :)
